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When I was a Bird

by Stepha Schweiger

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When I was a Bird Words by Kahterine Mansfield When I was a Bird I climbed up the Karaka Tree into a nest all made of leaves but soft as feathers I made up a song that went on singing all by itself when I was a Bird and hadn’t any words got sad at the end when I was a Bird I climbed up the Karaka Tree into a nest all made of leaves but soft as feathers That’s what my song said though it hadn’t any words-
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Light as Feathers Words by Katherine Mansfield Outside the sky is light with stars; There's a hollow roaring from the sea. And, alas! for the little almond flowers, The wind is shaking the almond tree. How little I thought, a year ago, In the horrible cottage upon the Lee That he and I should be sitting so And sipping a cup of camomile tea. Light as feathers the witches fly, The horn of the moon is plain to see; By a firefly under a jonquil flower A goblin is toasting a bumble-bee. We might be fifty, we might be five, So snug, so compact, so wise are we! Under the kitchen-table leg My knee is pressing against his knee. Our shutters are shut, the fire is low, The tap is dripping peacefully; The saucepan shadows on the wall Are black and round and plain to see.
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Jangling Memories Words by Katherine Mansfield Heavens above ! here's an old tie of yours— Sea-green dragons stamped on a golden ground. Ha ! What children we were in those days ! Do you love me enough to wear it now ? Have you the courage of your pristine glories ? You laugh and shrug your shoulders. Those were the days when a new tie spelt a fortune : We wore it in turn— I flaunted it as a waist-belt. What easily satisfied babies ! “I think I'll turn it into a piano duster.” Do you love me enough to wear it now ? Have you the courage of your pristine glories ? We wore it in turn— …Fling it into the faces of other children !” We laughed and laughed till the tears came ! Do you love me enough to wear it now ? Have you the courage of your pristine glories ?
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Sea Crazy Song Words by Katherine Mansfield I will think no more of the sea ! Of the big green waves And the hollowed shore, Of the brown rock caves No more, no more Of the swell and the weed And the bubbling foam. … She is old and bent With a pack On her back. Her tears all spent, Her voice, just a crack. With an old thorn stick She hobbles along, And a crazy song Now slow, now quick Wheeks in her throat. Memory dwells in my far away home, She has nothing to do with me. And every day While there's light on the shore She searches for something, Her withered claw Tumbles the seaweed; She pokes in each shell Groping and mumbling Until the night Deepens and darkens, And covers her quite, And bids her be silent, And bids her be still. Memory dwells in my far away home, She has nothing to do with me. The ghostly feet Of the whispery waves Tiptoe beside her. They follow, follow To the rocky caves In the white beach hollow … She hugs her hands, She sobs, she shrills, And the echoes shriek In the rocky hills. She moans : “It is lost! Let it be! Let it be ! I am old. I'm too cold. I am frightened … the sea Is too loud … it is lost, It is gone …” Memory Wails in my far away home. Memory dwells in my far away home, She has nothing to do with me.
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Gay Bouquet 04:19
Gay Bouquet Words by Katherine Mansfield She handed me a gay bouquet Of roses pulled in the rain, Delicate beauties frail and cold— Could roses heal my pain? She smiled: ‘Ah, c'est un triste temps!’ I laughed and answered ‘Yes,’ Pressing the roses in my palms. How could the roses guess? She sang ‘Madame est seule?’ Her eye Snapped like a rain-washed berry. How could the solemn roses tell Which of us was more merry? She turned to go: she stopped to chat; ‘Adieu,’ at last she cried. ‘Mille mercis pour ces jolies fleurs!’ … At that the roses died. The petals drooped, the petals fell, The leaves hung crisped and curled. And I stood holding my dead bouquet In a dead world.
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Floryan nachdenklich Words based on ”Floryan nachdenklich“ by Katherine Mansfield Floryan sits in a black chintz chair, An Indian curtain behind his head Blue and brown and white and red. Floryan sits quite still – quite still. There is a noise like a rising tide Of wind and rain in the black outside. But the firelight leaps on Floryan’s wall and the Indian curtain suddenly seams To stir and shake with a thousand dreams. And the great tree grows and moves Through the silent room, the rising tide Of wind and rain on the black outside. The Indian flowers drink the fire As though it were sun, and the Indian leaves Patter and sway to an echo breeze. On the great brown bows of the Indian tree Little birds sing and preen their wings. They flash through the sun like jewel rings. And the great tree grows and moves Through the silent room, the rising tide Of wind and rain on the black outside Fades – and Floryan stirs And lifts his eyes and weeps to see The flowers of the Indian tree.
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Pretending 04:36
Pretending Words based on „There was a Child Once“ by Katherine Mansfield There was a child once. He came to play in my garden; He was quite pale and silent. Only when he smiled I knew everything about him, I knew what he had in his pockets, And I knew the feel of his hands in my hands And the most intimate tones of his voice. I led him down each secret path, Showing him the hiding-place of all my treasures. I let him play with them, every one, I put my singing thoughts in a little silver cage And gave them to him to keep… It was very dark in the garden But never dark enough for us. On tiptoe we walked Among the deepest shades; We bathed in the shadow pools beneath the trees, Pretending we were under the sea. Once near the boundary of the garden We heard steps passing along the World-road; O how frightened we were! I whispered: “Have you ever walked along that road?” He nodded, and we shook the tears from our eyes…. There was a child once. He came quite alone to play in my garden; He was pale and silent. When we met we kissed each other, But when he went away, we did not even wave Pretending we were under the sea.
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La Chance 04:14
La Chance Words by Katherine Mansfield What a day to be born! And what a place! … " Mais, tu as de la chance…“ … The bright little eyebright … And a thousand others All were there to greet her — And growing so high — Right up to the sky, thought the butterfly, On either side of a little lane. " Mais, tu as de la chance, ma chere!" Only, my dear, breathed an old snail Who was hugging the underside of a dock leaf Dont attempt to cross over. Keep to this side — The other side is just the same… Believe me — just the same flowers —… Stay where you are and have your little flutter in Peace — " Mais, tu as de la chance, ma chere!" That was enough for the butterfly. … Never to go out into the open? Never to venture forth? To live, creeping up and down this side. Her wings quivered with scorn. Really, said she, I am not a snail! " Mais, tu as de la chance, ma chere!" And away she flew.

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New album "When I was a Bird" is available as download, on cd digipack and blue vinyl 180 g (limited edition)

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released May 29, 2020

vocals and keyboards: Stepha Schweiger
arranged & produced by Pyrolator
violin on Light as Feathers, Jangling Memories and Sea Crazy Song: Penelope Gkika
guitar on Sea Crazy Song and La Chance: Franz Bargmann
mastering: Bo @ Calyx Mastering, Berlin
visual concept: Wolfgang Spelmans, Amelie Graf
cover front: Stepha Schweiger, photo by Marzena Skubatz
music by Stepha Schweiger
words by Katherine Mansfield
copyright & publishing 2020

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2023 Heroines of Sound Festival, 2022 The Moon Is No Door - band release - tour, 2020/21 When I was a Bird - album - maxi single, 2018/19 Now I'm a Plant, 2017/18/19: The Mark on the Wall - music theatre wp, 2018 musikprotokoll Steirischer Herbst. Avant-garde composer, pianist, electro, singer/songwriter, industrial, conceptual, krautrock, free jazz, psychedelic, postpunk, spectral, natural tuning ... more

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